If there are any moments I regret in life and would change it if I had any power to do so, they would be moments with my brother.
There are a few instances that I would do anything to take back.
I wish I was a better person and example to him. I can't help but think how much better his life would be had I not had done the things I have. How better off he would be or how happier he would be. And although he says he forgives me many a times for a few of them I still can't help but think those things. I wish... Oh, how I wish I was better.
I am such an awful person.
I really hate myself sometimes.
Sweetie, we all make mistakes but it's how we choose to rise above them that makes a stronger. You're brother loves you, I know that. Try and set the example now, be better now, and love him now...it's never to late.
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