Batman!

Time for a happy blog! YAY! 

So last night I had a little hang out night with a few friends from SLCC and can I say I had an AMAZING time? It was so much fun! I was so excited to see everyone and we had a really great time laughing together. I was planning on taking my camera but I ended up not being able to find it. (pretty sure Isha took it) So, sorry, no pictures this time around. My friends Marci, Marie, Kade, Kyle and I went to The Pie downtown followed by Capo Gellato for some Italian ice cream. There were some other people there but I didn't know them as well so I spent most of my time with the people I knew. I don't know how to describe it but there is something just absolutely captivating about down town. Its like I forget everything and live in the moment. Its so beautiful and absolutely refreshing, especially during the summer time when you don't have to worry about lugging around a coat or anything. I really had so much fun talking and spending time with people. I think for the first time in the last few weeks I was truly just... happy. As much as I love James and our relationship, and I really was happy with him, but so much of it was not knowing, questioning, and struggle. It was SO nice to just... be. No worries. No thoughts racing. No obsessions. I'm really grateful to have the opportunity to surround myself with uplifting people who give me support, help me find happiness and give me warm fuzzies inside. =) I hope that my life can continue to look upwards and I can continue to grow and progress through this tough time.